i am so tangled up in all of my lies i don't know who i am for trying to be someone else i am the worst kind of person and i'm going to lose him because of it but without it, i would never have had him in the first place i know he's not mine, not really, as much as i want him to be. he is someone elses and it's selfish of me to be stealing him away we won't work and its only a matter of time but i want him so bad, he makes me so happy.