is it even possible to like someone i have so little in common with?
he is the absolute opposite to me. so outgoing and confident and loud and.. destructive hah. not to mention too young for me. and he has a billion girls after him already, which he loves. i hate that.
he's not right for me on sooo many levels
but i find myself thinking about him all the time. wanting to talk to him. wishing i could kiss him. hating sleeping without him. heh usually i hate cuddling while i'm trying to sleep. and i can never sleep naked. but when i'm with him he holds me so tight and it feels so perfect that i drift off very happily.
and i have no idea how he feels about me. obviously he likes me atleast a bit, but the whole time i've known him he's always had a few girls on the go so i doubt its any different now.
it's not that i don't feel like i'm good enough for him, the opposite even, he makes me feel gorgeous.
i just know we both know its not right
nothing can happen. it could never ever last.
blah.
still though
its fun :]
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