godd i feel so sick and sad and lost :( ive been feeling this way for maybe two weeks now . its just getting worse . he likes this other girl .. i am stuck in a relationship i ldon't want to be in .. i can't sleep i just feel so sick its been so long i should be over it now but i am not its just worse i feel horrible and i hate myself and i don't know what to do i can't stop thinking about it i just want to cryyyeee i plan to get very drunk tonight and i have no doubt the night will end in tears but i'm too sad to give a fuck right now its what i need . no what i need is for him to realise he loves me . i would do anything . im not even kidding . this is hopeless . i give up fuclkjdsffffffffffffffffffffffffffff i give up :(