Listening to: the radio
Feeling: mixed
i seriously think theres sumthin wrong wit mi mom...SHES DRIVING ME INSANE1
she keeps yelling at me about all these stupid things and trying to make me feel bad...plus latley shes been telling me tht im getting fat! WTF?
wat kind of mother in her right mind tells her duaghter tht shes fat and cusses at her in spanish??!!
yesterday i liek broke down and felt liek commiting suicide cuz i started thinking about how fucked up mi life is..mi grades r going down,mi step-dad is actin all ugh,mi moms bitchin at me,mi lil sisters are freakin spoiled an wont do anything!
mi mom makes me do practically all the chores and wont tell mi sisters 2 do anything and when i try 2 point this out 2 mi mom she yells at me 2 stop complaining and gives me more stuff 2 do
i really cant take it anymore..i think mi mom is bi polar or sumthin cuz yea i now she has been thru a whole rack of shit in her life ..especially in her childhood,and i sympathize but tht iz absolutly NO reason 2 take it out on her kids especially me n mi bro...she goes on thees..idk rampages i guess and wont stop yelling its liek she yells instead of talks..an thn later she acts all fake nice tryin 2 give me hug an apologize an i jus push away cuz i kno tht the next day shes gona do it all over agian!
god i really hate mi mom sumtimes...mi whole family..except mi bro...i wish i could stop crying so much but i..cant help it
at least i have practice 2day an Ana's quince on Sat 2 look 4ward 2....
n ashley better hurry up an email me tht address or else ima b pissed
PEACE OUT BIZZATCHES!
... lose weight... That's my sis, always looking on the bright side. Anyways, love, hugs, no kisses cuz I'm CONTAGIOUS AGHHHH!!! lol... ok not really, but I'll ttyl... Ciao
10 days til Baltimore... YESSSSSSSSSSS!
~Erika
aka
Chelle
dude... that sucks about ur mom.
well, i dunno what kind of mom would tell their kid they're gettin fat and then proceeds to cuss them out in spanish..
mom cusses me out in english... which sucks.
i wanna learn spanish and german :)
i know more german than i do spanish. aint that funny? and im not even german!