okai so i jus got up liek 20 min ago and mi mom wasnt here...she let me sleep in..not good...im mad she left me here cuz i was suposed 2 go 2 work w/her 2day i went w/her yesterdai an monday 2.i made about $80!!!WooHoo! So Newayz im suposed 2 be goin 2 the pool later not sure w/who..i might go wit javier an his sis...or if i go 2 birchdale ill call Erika an ask her 2 come w/me so i wont b stuck w/mi lil sisters liek last time in other news iv been havin these dreams lately...maybe itz cuz i hate liek rite b4 i go 2 bed..but Newayz lastnite i waz at a chours concert at the mall an thn the scene kept changed round till i ended up runnin away frm a teacher cuz i wudnt give this ammasador guy a precious coin but MONDAY NITE woah tht dream..wow...it felt SOO REAL! i waz at skool the last dai of skool and i was walk outta 7th period and since mi friend mike's class was across from mine we started walking down the stairs together an thn we were talkin downstairs were all the lockers were an we were all like wow its the last day of skool an he gave me a hug..so thn i noticed the buses movin an i thn i waz liek OMG THE BUSES R LEAVIN?! so thn we started runnin after thm...but it was too late so we sat down on the front steps an started talkin sum more an thn the converstation turned personal an he was tellin me bout how his mom is always givin him a hard tyme and puts a lot of pressure on him an all this othr shit so thn he looked all sad so thn i hugged him an was liek its okai i kno how u feel an i started tellin him all the shit i go thru an thn i started cryin so thn He hugged me an thn he looked me straight in the eyes an told me tht he liked me an tht he had been evr since i had sat behind him in science,he said tht he thinked he lieked me an the whole time he was liek holdin on to me..so i told him how i felt about him..an yea..an thn outta nowhere i hear this song playin..from sumones car i guess? it was CROSSFADE-COLD so thn i start singin along 2 it an i turn back 2 mike an hes singing it 2!i waz liek wow...an thn i hear sumone say mi name...it was anya an she waz liek hi so i got up an waved at her an mike was still holdin me..but this tyme buy the waist....so thn cris comes along..an its liek an akward moment an im liek hey..but thn i realize i need a ride home so i call mi sis an thn the stupid phone woke me up so i didnt get 2 c wat happened So whn i woke up i waz liek WOAH wth jus happened? i waz lyin on mi bed thinkin bout it an wonderin wat it meant...an thn later tht dai i hear the song from crossfade so i jus stop an im liek omg... i belive in signs so im thinkin tht the song an the dream mean SOMETHING... okai so now i admit tht i thought i liekd mike awhile ago..but now iduno im so kunfuzed its not even funni...an i think cris hates me even tho i still got mad feelins 4 him an i think hes tryin 2 get back at me by makin these cracks bout him an ashley secretly goin out.... iv gotton mi self in another sticky mess situation an i have absolutly NO idea where 2 go frm here...H-E-L-P!!!!!!!! on the brightside iv made $80 in 2 days:) CHA-CHING!