Well as it turns out Ana's quince wasnt all that fun.the onli fun i had was dancin wit Cris,mi cuzinns erik an deisy,jenni,an this guy named douglas... it wud hav been more fun if she hadnt kept brushing me off.i at least wanted 2 dance a few songs wit her.. i mean whn we got 2 her house in the morning 2 get 2 the church everything seemed fine. and thn later she started acting as if she barely knew me. we're suposed 2 b the best of friends,practically sisters .... i mean u wud hav thought that 2 if u had been friends wit sumone since pre-skool its liek shes changed or sumthing ,shes not the same person she was b4...i think i started noticing this back whn we started planning her quince.but i feel soo hurt rite now ..i feel liek mi best friend died. cuz the ana i used 2 talk 2 about everything and act stupid wit iz gone. i have a feeling this iz gona b a real long entry. well i guess i shud start frm the beging. last summa whn i went 2 ana's house we decided 2 go an watch her friend natalies quince practice. thats where i met melissa,natalies friend and at the time ana's enemy (cuz she told me that they were beefin)and usualy i have a good judgement about ppl and ryte whn i saw her i didnt liek her .especially after ana told me about her...iuno it was the way she acted tht i cud tell she wasnt a good person. so imagine mi surprise whn i show up 2 ana's 1st quince practice about a month and a half ago and saw melissa there.wth ryte? so i went up 2 ana and asked her y she was here cuz i thought they were beefin and thn ana tells me that now theyv become good friends..hmmm i guess that was the 1st sign but ryte from the start melissa started trying 2 take over and boss everyone around liek she was the quinceñera or sumthin. at one practice she got on mi case an kept stopping the music 2 point out mistakes.and she really pissed me off cuz alot of other ppl were messin up but she kept pickin on me. omg! i was soo close 2 cussin her fake ass out!and all of mi cuzins an cris could see how pissed i was. even tho i was tryin 2 act liek everythin was cool they cud c it in mi face how much i detested her..(haha she probably dont kno wat tht means) i guess mayb thats y she didnt come 2 a lot of the practices..iuno.but neway the church rehersal on thursday omg was sucha bad dai.at her house it seemed liek she was avoiding me cuz she didnt talk 2 me she didnt even say hi.so whn she passed me on her wai out the door i slighty stuck mi foot out so i cud get her attention..i didnt mean 4 her 2 trip but she did and she gave me this evil look.i felt realli bad so i said sorri an tried 2 laugh it off...later at the church ana started cryin cuz another quinceñera there started bitchin an so it pissed me off 2 c melisa actin all fake around her and tryin 2 comfort her.its liek all these lil fake bitches tht shes been hangin out wit have filled her mind wit bullshit!cuz usually ana wud hav come 2 me an we wud hav worked the problem out 2gether but noooo she was wit 'mely'argh tht pisse dme off so bad but it also hurt . i felt liek a lil girl who had her teddy bear taken away and given away 2 sumone else 2 make matters worse mi mommdae me,jenni an deisy go 2 confession an after i was done i went outside 2 find cris and thn we were huggin 4 liek one second whn mi mom came she saw me an calle dme in.thn she started bitchin at me 4 pda.i was liek wtf! it was jus a hug!an shes still goin on about it!so yea tht explains y i cried the whole wai home tht nite. sigh......The Quince....... got up did mi sisters hair all pretty,straightened mi hair, got dressed..an left 2 go get ana an go 2 the church.i was all excited for a moment it felt liek things were the same.....i had no idea how wrong i was..... whn we got in the limo after the misa(mass) she was sittin liek wai across frm me an i kept tryin 2 catch her eye but it seemed liek she was tryin 2 ignore me... later whn we got back in the limo after pictures everybody didnt fit so me an cris ended up sittin on the floor which is kinda messed up since i was sittin ryte in front of ana and she didnt bother 2 tell anyone 2 scoot down cuz if ppl had scooted down we cudve sat on the actual seat! whn we got 2 the local i realized i 4got mi peineta t(he flower thing tht goes in mi hair) cuz i had taken it out earlier.i looked in the limo an it wasnt there so i went 2 find ana an it went frm here... me:ey ana i cant find mi peineta her:wat do u mean u cant find it? me:i took it out an i thought i left it in the limo her: is it in there? me:no cuz i looked an it wasnt there her:well i cant help u now wtf?!after tht she turnrd away an started talkin 2 other ppl ..i felt liek i got slapped in the face. it hurt cuz i remember at mi quince sumone lost their glove an i didnt say o i cant help u i help thm find it! oyea i got real pisse dbout the merengue 2(the dance) cuz earlier jus cuz laz an melisa an thm said they didnt remember the dance they told ana she shud change the whole thing 2 freestly. an she was liek ok ,an thn i tried 2 talk her outta it,cuz i knew it wasnt a good idea later at the party whn the music started all of thm "who couldnt remember it"statred doin the dance an me who thought we were doin freestyle didnt.but once i saw wat waz happining got pissed but stared doin the dance its liek she was tryin 2 make me look stupid or sumthin..thts wat mi mom thinks 2.tht shes tryin 2 make me look stupid so she cant seem better thn me.after all those times ppl have talkes smack bout her i ALWAYS defend her.i ALWAYS stood up 4 her.i was ALWAYS there 4 her no matter wat. an now it seems liek she realli is stuck up and i cant believe i didnt c it b4 .its liek she thinks so highly of herself tht her head has swelled jus cuz a few ppl hav told her she is -o-so-pretty an jus cuz she took a couple of modleing classes.THAT DONT MEAN SHYT UNLESS U STAY TRU 2 URSELF AN THE PPL WHO R REALLI IMPORTANT! yesterdai was practice 4 mi cuz merians quince .ana was there but she didnt realli talk 2 me tht much.an all the time i kept thinkin how hurt an betrayed i felt. i kept thinkin bout all these memories an good times we shared.back thn be4 she started actin different ..i kno ppl change but y her? y mi best friend?after all tht we hav gone thru?all the secrets we shared an kept?y now? it seriously fely liek she had died cuz i kept cryin at practice yesterdai.i dont hink anyone saw except 4 cris an he was tryin 2 take mi mind off it but it was hard especially since ana an her partner were ryte next 2 us. whn we were practice 4 the entrance .anas partner had gone off sumwhere. her:wheres kevin? me:iuno...cant help u now her:(mean,snappish voice)i wasnt talking 2 u! Liar!yes she was talkin 2 me...i felt bad about wat i said but i couldnt help remembering the dai b4. mi cuz ines must hav seen mi face ryte afterwards cuz she asked me if i was okai.. of course i tried 2 hide mi feelins and act liek evrything was okai. i hate whn i hav2 do tht ..its soo hard 2 keep from cryin whn u feel liek shyte i was sooooo close 2 breaking down. wow mi life sux..jus wat i need this drama on top of all the other shyt. at least i have cris ,erika,ashley an josh after all this it makes me wonder.. WHO CAN I REALLY TRUST?