Listening to: 99.1 ~El soL
Feeling: upbeat
i hate mai life!!!!i kno thts so stero typical but i dont kno wat else 2 say....
im so sick of all dis shyt i hav 2 go thru at home so sick of the critisism
im sick of being accused of things i dont do or even think of doing
im sick of feeling liek im always doin sumthin wrong
sick of crying mai self 2 sleep
sick of havin all the weight on me an thn bein told i dont do anythin
sick of bein told i need 2 apply myself whn i work mai ass off
sick of tryin 2 b convinced tht skool is everything i need 2 survive in life
this is bullshyt!!!!
dont exactly kno why but last nite both of mai parents started gettin on mai case an i ended up crying harder thn i hav in a long tyme..liek sumwun had died...took a shower hopin id feel better but i cried the whole time...cried maiself 2 sleep an woke up wit swollen eyes...who ever thought mai life was easy...pssh wat a crock...
i feel liek im dying inside
whether my parents kno it or not
their words slice
their accusations hammer
the things they think about me tear
they could stab me with a knife an it wudnt make any difference 2 wat theyre doin 2 me
--bob's 'friends only' journal