life sux

Listening to: 99.1 ~El soL
Feeling: upbeat
i hate mai life!!!!i kno thts so stero typical but i dont kno wat else 2 say.... im so sick of all dis shyt i hav 2 go thru at home so sick of the critisism im sick of being accused of things i dont do or even think of doing im sick of feeling liek im always doin sumthin wrong sick of crying mai self 2 sleep sick of havin all the weight on me an thn bein told i dont do anythin sick of bein told i need 2 apply myself whn i work mai ass off sick of tryin 2 b convinced tht skool is everything i need 2 survive in life this is bullshyt!!!! dont exactly kno why but last nite both of mai parents started gettin on mai case an i ended up crying harder thn i hav in a long tyme..liek sumwun had died...took a shower hopin id feel better but i cried the whole time...cried maiself 2 sleep an woke up wit swollen eyes...who ever thought mai life was easy...pssh wat a crock... i feel liek im dying inside whether my parents kno it or not their words slice their accusations hammer the things they think about me tear they could stab me with a knife an it wudnt make any difference 2 wat theyre doin 2 me
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I'm here chiquita. I LOVE YOU!!! And no matter what, you got me to mend your wounds babe!!!
you're really pretty and really unique looking ;)
[Anonymous]
if they gonna stab u with a knife, can they use it on me after?




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