Listening to: disturbed
Feeling: bipolar
YAY! Evelin's quince iz dis Saturday!!5 more dayz till we boogie down!LoL!
Aighty so letz start wit mi weekend..
hmm saturday went down 2 falls church 2 tri on a dress 4 vanessa's quince an thn we went 2 mickey d's an thn i went shopping i got sum pretty dresses tht i kin wear 2 the weddings im goin 2 in california(more l8er)
so den i talked 2 ashley 'round 9 bout practice..n thtz whn i knocked ovr all the dominos...ashli,melva,cris,josh,an me were all suposed 2 go 2 da movies after practice,an i had axd mi mama in advance but she kept makin all dese xcuses i waz all liek if u dont want me 2 go den y the hell dont u jus say so? so i tol her i waz liek i dont think im goin so den thtz the poit where,basically, i ruined every1's plans cuz if i didnt go den ash wudnt go an if ash didnt go den melva wudnt go an if a bunch of pplz werent goin den josh wasnt goin..an i dont think cris waz gona go by hiself..so yea..aha once again i ruined every1's plans... an i waz so mad yesterday cuz i didnt get 2 go 2 practice an it waz da last 1 2.both of mi parents knew i had practice but they made me come 2 arlington wit thm cuz cuz they had 2 do sum taxes an shit but wat pissed me off the most waz tht later tht day mi mom waz all liek "u knoe we shud hav left u there all early an thn come back 4 u later..o well itz 2 late now" i waz liek wtf!
yea i practically cried cuz i really wanted 2 go 2 practice.an thn i had 2 liek contain miself an act all happy liek everything waz super dupper cuz i didnt wana cause NE problems.an i hate tht shit..actin liek im okai whn im not..im pretty good at it but im sick of doin tht all the time....but if i dont ill jus get every1 mad...*sigh* this iz all so frustrating
i had 2 really try hard 2 keep mi mouth shut yesterday ,so many times i cud hav lashed out but i jus held it in..liek yesterday whn mi head hurt mi mom waz all liek que te pasa ya? i waz liek nuthin mi head hurtz an thn mi stepdad waz all liek no i think shes all sad cuz she didnt c cris 2day...well tht waz partly tru but i waznt bout 2 take tht sarcastic shit frm him...itz a good thing i kept mi mouth shut...ha 4 once
best part of yesterday? KRISPY KREME DONUTS
those donuts r mad good an the best in the world i had liek 3 yea an den we went 2 mi grandparents house an had tacos de carnr asada..mmm those r mad good 2...yea
at lunch 2day i hung out wit mi girl kristina an ricky in the library, i scared da shit outtta him whn i said hi..it waz funni as hell but he waz kinda slow..i mad he ditched her tho 4 sum hochie mam wanab's....unfortunatly nadine waz sittin at the same table so it waz kinda uncomfortable but i think she got all jelous or w/e cuz april n kristina were talkin 2 me an not her..an iuno wat her problem iz but she jus got up an left...yea so w/e worked 4 me..
oh yea..
BAD/SAD NEWS:
ashleys last day iz thursday!nooooo! thiz sux im losin all mi best friends...
first erika 2 freedom
den evelin 2 maryland
den susie 2 woodbridge
an now ashley? itz not fair!
.............................................i knew god hated me..jus didnt show till now!
grr iv made miself all argh iuno..ima go out
an hang wit patricia...LATERz
PEACE&LOVE
the boy is DJ Dell'osa. from the band Never Heard of It.
i'm gonna marry him =) =)
i love that teddy bear!!