so sad 2day . . . .i also feel lonely("lonely girl")cuz i feel weird cuz itz like a part of me is missing. . .i mean at skoool 2day it felt weird tht cris wasnt there an i didnt kno wat 2 except walk around wit pplz until like rite b4 the bell rang cuz i didnt want 2 go 2 class an jus sit there until the bell rings. . .i mean itz like i hav nothing 2 look 4ward 2 anymore(except 4 lunch).i used 2 get all excited twards the end of class and i cudnt wait till the bell rang . . .until i got 2 b wit cris again.i called him this morning an i waz all sad whn we hung up(he waz about 2 get on the plane)*sigh*if anything happens to him on his way there or on the way back ima kick louis's ass! ! !cuz louis practically scared the shit out of him wit "plane crash stories"i already punched him like twice 2day,and i kinda made me feel better.lol.i guess i looked sad 2 day cuz ppl kept asking me y i looked so depressed.*sigh* i want cris!i miss him so bad tht it hurtz and i cant stand not being able 2 c or talk 2 him. . . . .and for some reason everytime i hear vermilion on the radio i think of cris,so yesterday i went 2 bed wit mi headphones listening 2 tht song on mi CD an whn i woke up this mornin i STILL HAD THEM ON,weird i thought i took thm off o well i guess thtz wat happenz 2 ur head whn ur in "love" . . . . . hmm ok good newz,red day so i had lunch wit ashley :) also josh asked out this girl he likes(laura)an she said yes!im so happy 4 him.GO JOSH!yea im gonna go die now. . .jus kiddin ,but i feel like it,maybe sumthin good will happen later . . .hopefully aighty im tired of typin so BAI!!