*sigh* hav u ever had tht feeling whn ur looking 4ward 2 sumthin an thn whn it comes it isnt as much fun as u thought it wud be? well ever since jenny came mi mom has been well iuno exactly but liek ignoring me,its liek she lieks jenny better cuz shes always talkin an laughin an jokin wit her,an tellin her all dese stories bout her dad.an i wonder wat a bout me,its liek hello im still ur duaghter!and her dad waz mai padrino(godfather)and i miss him just as much as jenny does. i dont have NE thing against jenny i love her 2 death an she too sees how different mai mom acts around each of us.its liek the onli time mai mom notices me iz whn she wants me 2 do sumthin liek chores...an whn she does the list is endless yea an her 20 year old boyfriend came 2 visit her yesterdai from MD so yea tht waz fun for her.she waz a nervous wreck whn she waz gettin ready.it waz so cute but cuz hes liek 3 years older i didnt wana leave her alone so i stayed downstairs wit thm 2 watch a movie.but tht didnt stop thm from mackin on each othr while i waz still there!but yea im glad she was happy.they looked soo cute 2gether all cuddled up on the couch.i waz liek awww an it made me think of how stupid mi lil dispute wit cris had been,but we made up:) yea so 2dai after a list of chores 4 me,we're suposed 2 go 2 da ppool but i cant go in cuz i got dis nasty ass cut on mai foot frm dis stupid nail.its liek all deep an shyt an im not tryin 2 risk gettin it infected or w/e..an plus i think i got the painters in...(erika u shud kno wat tht means lol)so yea mayb ill jus go 2 da library an TRY 2 work on mai AP assignment so yea wat else..... oO YEA! i finally got a myspace if anyof u guis hav wun drop bai my site an show sum luv. mi user name is BabyN3Na ill be sure 2 add u guis as mai friends 2 aighty well this slave has gotta go start her chores..LoL <3PEACE & LOVE<3