why is it tht whn life suddenly seems 2 b lookin up it last 4 lyke a day an thn it plunges back down under....well my dads all better now...but now his dad is sick..really sick...to the point where doctors r sayin they cant do ne thing for him ne more....he wont eat an hes stoped takin his medicine..im praying for him..and evelin who has officialy had the worst weekend of her life..its not fair she doesnt even deserve all tht bullshit she's getting from her parents....an my parents totally pissed me off this weekend..lyke 4 wun my dad thought i was pregnant cuz i was complain bout cramps..w/e i kno im not tht stupid so w/e screw thm...i feel so weird 2day..im liek distracted from everything and i feel so distant from everyone...instead of havin lunch wit brian an adrieana i came 2 thelibrary...now i gtg.. peace&love