yo thiz has not been mi week...i got in2 a mad fight wit mi parentz on tuesday..they were yellin at me 4 all these stupid reasons.while i waz tryin 2 study 4 mi exams..so i ended up cryin alot..an i woke up yesterday wit puffy red eyes,an ppl kept askin me wat waz wrong......yea i hav had exams all dis week,an iv been mad crammin..an i dont think i did so good on i world history an science exam ..ive been under so much stress dis week tht it aint funni...only good thingz bout this week i get the house 2 mi self 4 like 3 an a 1/2 hours!i waz talkin 2 cris a looong time yesterday on the phone so tht waz fun..*sigh*at least i hav cris..hes like the reason iv been happy 4 like the past 2 weeks..i wish ashley waz here......yea well on the brite side,at least i havnt been raped...there r sum sick muther fuckers in this country.1 of mi good friends got partially raped by her foster brother!wat the hell iz tht?!! he suposed 2 b family!jesus crist!Tht shit iz nasty......shes been in one of those moods where she dyin on the inside but tries 2 act happy on the outside..i cant stand 2 c her like tht ..im one of the 2 ppl she told..(an i waz sworn 2 secrecy so i cant say who)but thn yesterday after our exam our teacher noticed sumthin waz wrong wit her an talked it out of her so thn our teacher called her mom an her mom iz mad at her 4 not tellin..so now shes gettin a restraining order...yea therz so much drama goin on rite now...an itz really gettin 2 me.....since tht happened iv been thinkin bout it ..like wat if tht happens 2 me?not by mi brother cuz i kno him n he aint like tht plus hes gay soo yea..but wat if mi step-dad tries sumthin?wat if he comes home drunk one day an.....cuz iv been in uncomfortable situations b4....iv only told 1 person about it,..an no1 else cuz i dont wanna talk about it an i hate whn ppl pry..whn i dont want 2 say shit........god i cant stand it how ppl act all fake sympathetic pretendin 2 care whn they dont, jus cuz they wana kno,jus b/c..i hate bein home cuz theres drama ll the time an no1 understands me..no1 one knowz Exactly wat im feelin,or wat im goin thro...i hate it whn ppl think they kno whn they DONT cuz they aint livin mi life an they dont kno all the details..i hate how i jus cant let everything out at once ...i try but......sumthin alwayz holds me back............ i shud probably go study now 4 mi other exams..i hope i get good scores..wish me luck!