No, your not on crack, and no, you havent gone crazy. I deleted all my enteries (all 150+) ... every single one of them... i saved the important ones, and read them all, wow, that took me a while... but what can ya do? why did i do it... cause thinking about all the past shit, and havnt it all there to remind me of all the shit... and im happy now, well not happy, just no longer depressed, suicide, will help nothing, ending my life cause im having problems with it wont do shit for me or anyone i know, there are infact people that love me, i always knew this, i guess i just didnt believe it.my friends and family would miss me if i died, and i have had an affect on people's lives... and so, everything is gone. Last night, i slept for the first time in 3days, well i did sleep on the past 3 days, if you count waking up every half hour and then not being bale to fall back asleep for 2hours. Well i went to la ronde yesterday with Adam, Becky and Emilie. A good time was had by all, and that is about it... -Chelsea