Listening to: CSI
Feeling: helpless
I've become something I never thought I'd become.
It's pathetic.
But why should you care?
You don't.
So why should I pretend.
I don't even know what to do anymore.
I'm more depressed than I've ever been.
I don't know what to do anymore.
What is there to do for you... well, you can talk abou thow you're feeling, vent, to someone..? Otherwise, i'm afraid i cannot answer for you. Depression is not a bleak outlook, it's a true outlook. They only thing you can really do is notice the more beautiful things, and forget the ugly things -- the things depression aids you in noticing.