I FUCKING QUIT, IM GIVING UP ON IT, I DONT FUKING CARE ANYMORE, IT ALL MEANS NOTHING TO ME. FUCK IT. :) incase I gave you the wrong i dea, im tlaking about quitting drugs, alcohol, and cigs. I'm not becoming sXe tho, cause i still mike drinkevery so often, but yes, i gave all my cigs away yesterday, to some random girl, i just turned to her and im like, you smoke? shes like ya, and so i threw my pak at her. and shes like WHAT FOR REL? and im just like mmhm. why am i quitting? why not. waste of money, waste of time. I dont wanna get wrinkles earlier than i have to. :) and i started thinking about joseeand how she died so im just like meh fuck it, i dont need it in my life. so thats basically all thats happening, i cleaned my house 2day, and yesterday i chilled with Mark, Carl, AJ, Izzy, Sean, Emilie and Becky. havnt seen the guys for a looooong time. t'was fun, Mark, Carl, and Aj, are still sex gods. **JASON** -- I told you you'd do amazing. -Chelsea xoxox