*edit again* I am Chelsea &I am Canadian. I'm rad. I like attention. Don't pity me, worship me... i'm just that great. Tell me you like girls like me. I'm the type of girl that choses the loser over the perfect guy I love the music you hate Fight Club isn't just a movie, it's my life. I don't show people things I'm proud of. I'm not jealous of you but i am jealous of her. I fucking love my kelsey. &Zach means everything and more to me. I'm 5'7 and I weigh 115...ew. I have more scars than you. Don't tell me you love me. I have awesome shoes. I like beer. Liquid cocaine is better. No that's not a drug. Red scarves are my passion. Leave me a comment saying I'm not like the others... I'm better. Phones and I aren't friends. I will hate you for no reason. I go to local shows every friday&saturday because like I said, I'm rad. I snowboard do you? Stars&Hearts are lovely. I'll flirt with you, but it wont mean a thing. I taught your boyfriend that thing you like. &when you don't know where you girlfriend is, assume she's at my house naked. Pepsi>Coke I like fill my lungs with tar. Artsy picture will always win. I'm not mean, I'm just blunt I'm not perfect. get.over.it. ---------------------- *edit* I have a star on my hip. It is as pretty as ribs. ----------------------- If one were to have a simple eating disorder for a short amount of time, would one lose weight quickly? how much weight does one lose per week if one was to be anorexic or bulimic? I'm aware that it all depends on how much you eat, how much you don't, metabolism and many other things. These are all random questions of course that i guess i just want answers too. Of course I could never really have an eating disorder... Anorexia wouldn't work for me... i love food. As far as being bulimis... lack of good gag reflexes... and there's no way in hell i'd pull a deborah and simply shit out everything with the help of laxatives.... mainly because that's just... sick. Another reason i could never: ohio***** (1:24:13 AM): Because I don't think anyone should do that to themselves to try and look beautiful. /sigh still feel like i'm not enough for him. ** I havn't smoked in way too long and it's driving me crazy... but of course I won't smoke for a long time... because i'm a good girl and smoking is not so good. Right? right. ** I've decided... that life... is too confusing. I'm going to open a bar... and die when i'm young. I don't want to be old... i really don't... i'm terrified of being old.... I'm scared of many things infact... most of them make me seem like i'm still 4... which of course i still am at heart... and... immature wise too at times. I'm still scared of having my hands/feet/head any part of my body hand over the bed when it's dark... not because of "monsters" just for the soul fear of SOMETHING grabbing me. Like I said, still a four year old. I'm scared of growing old... i'm scared of people not giving me the same looks they give me now. i'm scared of dying. I'm scared that someone will never know how i feel about them. I'm scared that someone will know how i feel about them. I'm scared of what people think of me... not about how I act... but how i look. I'm scared of gaining weight... any weight, when I even gain two pounds i feel like shit. I'm scared of not being good enough for anyone. Blah... I'm just scared. -tm666