Boy? what boy? i dont like a boy... no really there is no boy, Oh Adam? no no, hes just a friend, yup just an amazing friend that i adore, but no, i dont like him, i mean i dumped him months and months ago! And plus, he has a girlfreind. I dont like him. HA! only a dumbass would like the guy she dumped forever ago. I mean like...    what hidden feelings for adam that i would love to tell him, but if i did like him, which i dont, and i did tell him, which i wont.. because i dont like him, i know that id be shot down, cause as i can tell by the countless times ive been stuck in a room with Chanel and him (not that it bothers me) that they are totally and uderlly in love, or atealst like, and so i would be rejected, that is only  if i proclaimed the feelings i dont have for him... cause i dont have feelings for him. I mean its Adam, hes just one of my best friends. Nothing more. I dont like him... no. Ha. Denial? whats denial?