Well... that was... 2months... Down the drain. For all those that dont know what happened two months ago... I stopped cutting. Well, Mike. Yes, dear old Mike. Well... It turns out... he likes Natasha. MOTHER FUCKING BITCH ASS HOE! So this is, the... Second time in a row... where, I've fallen for a guy... who then falls... for another girl. So then yesterday... I had a cutting spazem... And so0o0o... that means, no siwwiming for a bit now... cuz... crap. um... alrite, enuf of all that emo crap. Yesterday, I was at Adams house, who has a VERY hot brother (becky n i love him) n i was holding 20$ that was adams money, n so Neil (the hot brother) comes downstairs and he can c that I have sumthing, so hes like no no, u have to tickle her to get it, and so neil starts to tickle me and im just kinda like :O *drool* and im freaking out, cuz this AMAZINGLY hot guy, is on me n im like... wwooww... but i was so amazed by all this, that they got the 20, so neil let go.. and i was sad.... oh well *sigh* I really liked Mike...