I've come to accept the fact that yes, people do find me attractive... but there are times when i think that, that could be the only reason people "like" me. I mean I know there are people who actually enjoy my company but I mean, I'll be talking to people and they'll say something and I'll disagree and then they'll same something along the lines of 'Ya you're lucky you're pretty or I'd so make fun of you' or something like that... it gets annoying always being called pretty or hot or attractive or whatever... Oh well. Um so I'm doing a documentary on the struggle of local bands and the montreal music scene in general. It's pretty awesome... I get to interview all these bands and managers and all that lovely stuff.. it shall be fun I'm sure. Erica thinks i'm bipolar, a part of me thinks I am but I'd rather not have a problem like that... not only that but it's over diagnosed and so chances are I just have some of the things that most people have... like symptoms or whatever. I miss my rosemere people... really I do, I havn't seen them in forever. I miss their crazyness and the way they don't feel the need to have anything planned... ya I'm being an emo kid again... it's been happening lately so i'll just you know ignore it. ♥