life is better when i act like i dont care... i just hope one day to be strong enough to tell him everything without bursting into tears at the thought of him... but i'll move on... i have hope that i wont have to be stuck with him... really he is a shallow self centered guy and he is doesnt even relize... i was stupid for getting involved before i knew... and then finding out when it was already too late. I'm sure he's great but he just stopped caring about me 10 months ago. so i'm finaly moving on