so my life has never been perfect. most of the time I blame myself for these faults and make excuses for other people. but now I feel like I should be focusing more on my happiness than other peoples. I can't make everyone happy and I certainly skew myself over in the process.

Men complicate my life and add unnecessary drama. I think I'll just stick with loving myself, I mean I've been in a love/hate relationship with myself for almost 20 years. I should really stick with what I know.