my computer crashed and i had to call him i needed help but then we talked for an hour about nothing like we used to do and it took all my strength to hang up on him i hate admitting how much i still love him how perfect he was in my life how much easier it was to breath with out this huge hole in my chest where my heart used to be i know its emo and cliche and whatever but i know he was the one u can say whatever you want to about love and how someone else will come along for me but i know that they won't be as good as he was no matter what i do i can't get him off my mind i can't seem to stop comparing him to other guys he smelt nicer than this one he cared more than that one he looked better than the other one he loved me i can't fight this but he's moved on and if i can't then all i can do is hope that one day he will realize how much he loves me too