wish I could cuddle with you and that we could share our pain.

But you fell asleep and I can’t really explain.

wish I didn’t like you while wishing you felt the same

but sitting here crying is not my type of game.

I don’t need complications, or a guy who can’t hold me tight

and I don’t want your love if you can’t even say goodnight.

I was fine before I met you, and losing a friend is nothing that’s new.

Sometimes I wish I could just forget you,

I would like to love you and share your hopes and dreams,

if you can’t love me back understand that this is not what it seems.

I always pick the wrong guy, the one that will make me cry.

I don’t know why I do it when I would rather just end this and die.

I’m an emotional wreck if you haven’t guessed it by now.

I can’t give you my affection because no one taught me how.

So if it seems to you like I’m distant and afraid,

it’s only because of how I was made.

My past constantly haunts me. Telling me why I’m useless and alone.

I wish we could have this talk in person and not over the phone.

If you want me to stop texting and calling your name,

I’ll leave you alone so you don’t have to bother with the shame.