I think I love him. Its a new love, not a highschool crazy in love with you. but a mature love. idk what to do about it. I just don't know how to go about things when he's 6 hours away from me. how do I know what im feeling if he's not here. how do i know if I love him if hes not holding me I hate having to wait on him all the time. maybe I shouldnt be focusing on him. but rather on myself and growing up.