i feel like im trapped i love him but i dont want to leave here he blames me for his heartache and i cant help it but it hurts me what do i do leave college to be with him or do i stay and keep hurting us i just wish there was a simple answer for everything but i have to put my self in the most complicated situations cause i cant be simple what if we break up and i gave up on this college for nothing ugh well i guess i'll just go on pretending that nothing is wrong for the time being college is kicking my lazy ass anyway