It's sort of liberating not liking anyone. I've either been in a relationship or I've been crushing on someone for so long that I didn't know how it felt just to be myself. It's liberating, this feeling of freedom. I'm not running around having sex but I'm truly happy in an odd way. Building friendships and worrying about school work and not about some guy.

I feel weird though, like I'm missing something from my life. Maybe I'll just get used to it. It would be nice to be stable for a while.