well i just deleted everything so here i go again i want to get to know myself to figure out where i belong i want to learn about other people to know that im not alone cause as much as i'd like to think im unique others are probably going through the same thing i want to trust others and trust myself i need to know my past and accept it to live with my mistakes and take from them funny i discover all this when i was drunk and acting like a kid maybe i should just be myself more often then i wouldnt freak out as much when im intoxicated cause im still that little kid at heart scared to death