i like to pretend that i dont care what people think. but then i am always afraid to talk to people about shit. ugh i just kind of bore my soul to noah who i think is a great friend but im afraid of how he sees me now. this is why i resort to online diaries to talk to. cause im to scared to admit who i am to people. afraid of judgement. i should know better. i should breath and know that im a good person. know that and be confident