Tonight I heard from someone I have not talked with in some time. I really do like him. He is a very nice guy and he under stands me. It's a shame he is so far away. I do believe if he were over here of I was living in the UK we would be dating. If not together. He finds it easy to talk to me unlike some others. *giggles* I have a friend who makes jokes about me marry him so I would be closer to her. I wouldn't mind being closer to her. She means alot to me. I don't know what I would do if I ever lost her. I don't actually want to think that will ever happen. She is so good to me. I love her with all my heart and there is nothing I wouldn't do for her. She is the one I'm the most open with. Yet I still can't open up to even just one person fully. I wish to change that. There are also others I will close up some what to. I have decided if someone can't be open and talk to me I should not be that way with them.Hmmm I think I have said enough for today.