Well alot has and has not happened while I have been away. The biggest thing that has happened while I have been away and is the most recent also. My grandmother passed on. She was 87 years old but it still hit me hard. I was to be seeing her Sept 3rd. She was coming out her with my mother and brother. My grandmother wanted to come out her she has never been to Southern Cal. She was really looking forward to coming out here. I feel cheated because I was to be spending time with her so soon. Lately there has been this pattern in my life if some thing good happens some thing bad soon follows. So right now if I get good news I wait for the next shoe to drop. I'm back in Socal and finally got glacierbears computer online. Thats why I'm online right now. I'm waiting for a phone call back to see when I get to have my 3rd interview for a job. I really need to get this job. I really need to find a place to live also. Some times I really hate life and just want to know why it has it out for me. Any ways I'm done for now and I'm off to read others journals I have not while I have been gone.