I'm a bit pissed off with my job and my boss. She wanted me to talk to some who use to work for her. hahahaha she told me to quit. Later on in the day my boss called. My roommate answered the phone and said she is not here and I have the cell phone. I know she will be mad at me but I could fucking careless. I'm just not in the mood for any ones shit right now. I was cheered up for a bit by my bestfriend. That women kicks ass. I love her so much. I don't know what I would do with out her. I think I may have pissed off one other friend tonight , but here is the beauty of it. I don't care. I have put way more into our friendship than he ever has in a long time. I blocked him from my aim. He most likely won't even notice for a few days. I'm not even sure if he will e-mail. I'm really starting to think he is not the kind of guy he likes to tell others he is. Right now I feel like I can't trust him at all. It might pass it might not. Who fucking knows at this point. *sighs* I really should invest in a punching bag. I have a friend who has one that stand up instead of hanging from the ceiling. I might ask if I can borrow it for a bit. I don't really like her b/f so don't want to have to use it at her place. Ah back to my b/f. I sent her two of my poems. She loved them. I'm very judgemental when it comes to any thing about me. So I wanted another opinion. I posted one of them in here. The one I actually still like for the moment. I'm sure I will hate it soon. Hate is a very strong emotion in me and it comes so easly to me. I go with feeling to. Oddly enough it is comforting alot of the time. Well fuck I think for once I will go to bed early. I don't have to pick my friend up from work tonight because he called in sick so I guess I should probably take advantage of that and get some sleep. Especially since I was woke up for work and went in even though it was before the hours I said I would work. I thing the ringer to the phone will be shut off. Fuck her fuck this fuck that and if any one gets to close I might just stab them.