Well the truth finally comes out. Glacierbear finally admitted to me he was telling me we were together when I would ask him. Then telling others we weren't together when he was talking to them. I'm so lucky to be having a child with him. HAHAHAHAHA I don't know why I wasn't a better judge of character. I really do suck at that when it comes to guys. I think it is time to leave them alone and see how it is to bat for the same team. I still live with Glacierbear. Which is odd because we are no longer together. I just want the next chapter in my life to begin. I wish it would start now. I do have a new job. Hopefully that will be the start of my new life. I'm so alone right now. I do miss having someone to cuddle with. I hate being single right now but really who wants to date a pregnat girl. I'm also having a hard time with the weight game because I'm alone right now. It would be different if I were with someone who cared about me. Then it wouldn't bother me as much. I just miss being held, holding hands, having someone to kiss and cuddle with. I'm starting to work out though so I will just gain the weight I need for the child and nothing more. Also so my body will go back to normal after I have the child. This is all I have to say take it or leave it either way. P.S. sorry I don't update that much I have to do it at friends houses because I don't have the internet right now.