Well let me all shock you with some thing. As of yesterday I broke up with glacierbear. who is by the way the father of my child. In the time I have been thinking about things I realized he won't be a good father. He is to selfish. He doesn't want to have to change his life for a child. Which is why I told him he is off the hook, but he didn't want that. So today I put him to a test to see how much the child meant to him. Low and behold I was right. He would rather spend time with his friends then have to worry about things related to the child. So when I see him later on today. That is when ever he is done hanging out with his friends that mean more to him then his child we need to have a talk about him signing away his legal rights to the child. Which is going to be harder than I thought it was going to be. I called a few lawyers today on it and one actually gave me an idea of what to do but not much more. I have an idea in mind of my own. I just have to get glacierbear to agree to take some tests. If not well then I guess he will be paying child support and other bills that deal with the child. We had a really bad fight last Friday also. It was really ugly. He had said he should beat me up that way I might respect him. I had told him that it would not be the first to,time a b/f had hit me. All he had to say tto that was that I must have had it coming to me or some thing close to that. He also said he should kill me. It took awhile for that to sink in, and now that it has. Well lets just say I realized if he cared about me he wouldn't have said such things. So here I am all alone and I think it will just make me all that more stronger in life. tata for now folks.... I need to go walk and clear my head even if it is just for five minutes.