I have been told at times I thing to much or over think things. So today I was just sitting around and thinking how I have never been inlove before. I mean love my family and most of my friends but never loved a b/f. Every one else I know has been inlove some more than once. I wonder if some are just not capable of that kind of love. All though I like to think that it's that I have never found a guy worth giving my heart to. Which is true. I do not think any of the guys I have been involved with or liked deserved my heart. Of course I have yet to find a guy who is actually what he says he is. I also do believe no guy has actually been inlove with me either. They just loved the though of me or the thought of what they could make me. HA. I'm a very domintate female. So I don't really care for guys who thing they can control me. Which for some reason I seem to attracted guys like that. Or they like the domintate part of me till we are a couple then it loses it's charm. Hmm I have some things to attend to so this will end for now and I will probably be on a new rant by the time I get back online.