Listening to: senses fail - let it enfold you
Feeling: unique
hmm.. I dunno. today was another one of those weird days where Im happy but Im not and I kinda just wanna shoot someone haha
kayla has like 13 bucks in her fund for underwater creatures for kayla ((FUCK)).. I dunno, the girls obsessed with fish for some reason haha:) but its cute. her mom wont buy her these fish she wants cause I guess they're almost like 5 bucks each or something so she decided to start fund raising to buy them for herself haha and she asked her friends to donate money haha:) I gave her three bucks, Im a sucker:) guess I just love the kayla:p
I only had a 5 dollar bill but I didnt wanna give her 5 bucks so I asked ma if I could have 5 ones and Id give her the 5 and she just gave me 3 dollars and was like "I dont need the 5.." but then when she left for work that night I felt bad and went into her room and set the 5 on her bookcase without telling her.. I hope she finds it
a few minutes ago I found out that kaylas grandfather is having surgery tomorrow cause he has cirrhosis:/ and they dont think hes gonna make it:/ I feel so bad for kayla:/ and her grandmother.. thats gotta be horrible:/ I hope everything turns out okay.. I would die if I lost my poppy, I would just die:/
aw well, just hope kays grandfather will be alright, cross my fingers for her..
math test tomorrow, ugh.. bart let us just hang out and talk for the last like 15 minutes of class today, which was nice of him.. although I found out who the first girl josh fucked was.. that was definitely something I didnt need to know. I asked him how many girls hes had sex with and hes like "enough" hahaha:) code word for one maybe..?:p
and in english we had to have our shakespeare sonnets memorized haha. whoops:p I started memorizing it first period and only got to the 7th line haha but we got two points for every line and 2 points for knowing what it meant so I got like a 16 outta 28..? haha:) but it was funny cause I finished the sonnet to how far I knew it and just as ms transues askin me what it means chris claps. one time. really loud haha I was like "..thanks chris" haha that kid kills me:)
uhh we had wonderful chorus 9th period, yaaaay.. that was loads of.. fun *sigh*
well I guess that was my day:)
au revoir
::Edit::
so I forgot to tell you haha between 8th and 9th period I was walkin down the hallway and dan walked past me and I was jokin around and pretended like I was gonna bag him haha and then I was just talkin to him on AIM and hes like "wtf you like bagged me today" and it was so funny cause like I didnt mean to actually hit him:p I mean I felt bad that I almost killed the poor kid and didnt even know it but seriously if you're pretending to knee someone in the balls and then find out later that you actually DID.. you'd find it pretty funny too:D
hahaha sorry danny boyyyy< 3:D
PS Comment attack, maybe..?:)
second, i thank you TONS for the comments. its great to know that people actually do care about gay rights and homophobia and stuff, you know?
yeah, i hate that how people will just randomly decide to hate someone just because theyre gay. its sad how stupid people can be. like, ive heard of people who stop listening to MCR & The Used just cuz Bert and Gerard are dating...WTF?!
yeah, iknow ALL about the "gay fad." our schools kinda going through one. all of a sudden everyones all "OMG pay attention to me...im gay"
yeah, ok, i can prove that ive been bi since like, 6th grade. why is it that all of a sudden, so is everyone else?
and seriously, you never know whos going to support you. theres this kid in my bio class whos like all ghetto and hangs out with all the people who are VERY homophobic and stuff.
i know, homophobes suck. but i look at it this way, the homophobes have no idea whats right and whats not.
...does that not tell you something? i mean, at least being gay is legal (well, in my state at least, lol).
lol, my friends and me love messing with the homophobes tho. like, 2 of my guy friends (not gay, just comfortable with themselves) were walking through the mall holding hands and kissing and stuff just to see what people would do.
but yeah...those are my stories, lol.
that was kind of cowardly, what your friend did. but you cant really blame him, coming out is a hard thing to do, especially when you have homophobic friends. my best friend used to be homophobic... i was afraid to tell her. shes doing alot better now, but it took her a while to get used to me being bi after i did finally tell her.
sure, you can add me if you want. i already added you (you dont get a choice, youre too cool to not be my friend ;) lol)
i ♥ you!