Take my soul I Break my heart Im Ready ready ready when you are so this is my third entry in one day. why you ask? cause I flippin feel like it.. and the first one was at like 12AM last night.. or this morning.. so I guess technically you can only count this as the second entry of the day..? I dunno so yeah its mothers day. and I wished ma a happy mothers day and stuff.. that got me on her good side. but alas, I still have chores to do and Im still not allowed to sit on the computer all day.. ahh well. Im lazy, what can I say. so I was thinking about something nathan told me a while back.. about emo. he hates emo. I mean, he hates the label emo. and I was thinkin about it. and really, everythings emo. because everything you can play or write or sing, its all done emotionally.. and if its not done emotionally, then really you cant be any good. so in reality. everything. rock, pop, country, dare I say rap.. metal.. everything is emo. because it all means something. its all emotional. whether it be happy, sad.. whatever. its all emotion. its all emo.. emo will go on forever< 3 mmm, anywho. I havent talked to nathan like, all day. and I miss him haha NATHAN WITHDRAWL. Im also already goin through gerard withdrawl cause johnna borrowed my mcr cd to burn it: haha I hope to hell I get it back in school tomorrow.. if not, I'll never talk to johnna again I swear haha:) so I use the word flippin a lot. and suddenly alicia uses it all the time. and Im like whaa? haha loser:D also, nathans suddenly her besterest friend.. love! haha Im not exactly sure when that happened, but nathans been my best friend for like 3 yrs haha, maybe thats why hes her best friend. cause since Im her best friend and hes mine, that just automatically makes him hers too? haha aw well I dont care, I love her anyway:) uhm. this part of the underoath song, its dangerous business walking out your front door. theres a part in some good charlotte song..? that to me it sounds the same as this part in the underoath song.. and that kinda makes me angry:P I dont know why haha Warped in flippin 95 days Im fuckin excited. I cant wait till summer I need the smell of summer I need its noises in my ear {Br&New} sounds about right:) well I think thats all I have to say later ..love! ::Edit:: okay. so I dont wanna make a new entry. so Im just gonna add onto this one:) I got this name survey thingy outta my good friend johnnas diary. and I decided to steal it. cause Im bored. and I had nothing better to do. and I think she originally stole it from someone too so its okay:) welp, here goes: 1.What is your full name?: Katherine Rae Turner mm, Im confirmed. that makes my name Katherine Rae Delphine Turner. I dont believe in god and stuff. but I actually like that name.. Delphine was my grandmas name.. and you definitely dont want my whole life story here:D sorry got a little off track, anywho.. 2. Do this equation: Letters of 1st name - last name + middle name / confirmation name? 9-6+11? that would beee.. 14. sweet. I dont know why in the fuck I would ever need to know that but whatever:) 3. How many vowels does your full name have? eleven 4. Spell out your name after you change the .. a's to e's .. i's to o's .. u's to a's .. e's to i's .. o's to u's::: Kethironi ((hahaha reminds me of pepperoni!)) Rei ((Rye bread)) Tarnir ((..I dunno)) 5. Using your initials, give yourself another name (use your full name): Kitty Rummy Temper..? *furrows eyebrows* ..that makes sense.. 6. What words can you make out of your first name? Kat ((thats not how you spell it but oh well)) the.. rine?.. her.. tar.. tarnation! haha yesss. okay theres not an o and theres only one t. but whatever. its a flippin word 7. What phone numbers does your name spell out? 11-1-20-..I have a short attention span 8. What is your porn-star name? (middle name and street name) Rae ..Elk Lake Road.. uhhh 9. What is your stripper name? (favorite candy and middle name) mmm, Twix Rae. haha wow my stripper name is almost as bad as my porn name!! 10. Do you wish you could change your name? To what? naw I like my name. although a lotta people call me Katerina. I like that too:) ::Edit ((again)):: yes. Im a loser. and I apologize for that. I just have things to say today, I guess. so yeah Im really bored. and johnna was just askin me questions about codes and shit haha so that was interesting for all of .2 seconds:P Im kinda sad. but kinda not. and that makes me kinda confused haha my life is kinda goin down the drain lately.. and Im not a big talker about "feelings" and shit.. so I dont really wanna talk about it. but aw well. I guess I'll live and learn to deal with it.. and at least Ive got nathan and alicia. they definitely make life worth living.. 'specially nathan. god I love that kid:) yano something I dont understand? how people can have like all their 200 million best friends. the whole point of BEST is that there's only ONE. if you're the best at something than no one is better than you.. it just doesnt make sense to me. and Im kinda pushing it that I have 2. but theres people that have like 500 and it just confuses me.. it kinda defeats the purpose of being the best if everybody else is too.. if I had to choose, I definitely would say nathans my BEST friend. no offense to alicia if she ever gets her lazy ass on her site and reads this haha.. but Ive known him longer. and I know so much more about him than I know about alicia. and just when I think I know everything about him, I learn something else. and hes always been there for me and hes never let me down. not once. and sure we've gotten in fights. and sure he hasnt talked to me for months at a time haha but hes always been there for me when I really really really needed someone. and I know I can tell him absolutely anything. have I mentioned I love that kid?:) and I dunno, nathan and I have been through so much more shit together than Ive been through with alicia. and theres so many things that I just cant tell alicia. and theres so many times that I just havent trusted alicia. but I always trust nathan. I would trust him with my life. I really would. and I never want to lose him. and I know it sounds like Im in love with him or whatever. but Im not. Im just really really glad hes my friend. and I never want to do anything to mess it up again well I dunno. like I said Im talkative today.. but maybe Im done this time haha:) ::Edit:: okay. the planets had to be in alignment today or something. cause today was just the weirdest flippin day of my life. I was in a good mood and all happy and stuff and then I got really really depressed. and then I absolutely hated every human being of the male species. and then I got horny. and then I was depressed and horny and hated guys. and then I got really really really emo. like, the label emo, not emotional. cause that was already happening. and like I was just being really weird. and then there was an ad at the top of the diary page for like emo clothes or something like that and I went absolutely crazy haha:D it was pretty funny. and its not like its my time of the month or anything:P I was just being really really weird. maybe its a full moon. I'll hafta check. haha or maybe the planets really are in alignment haha:P or maybe theres gonna be an earthquake I heard things get really weird just before:P haha if anybody can name what movie that earthquake line is from I'll give you a cookie:) mm, come to think of it, kayla was acting pretty weird too haha ..love! 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