Well today was horrible. but I just got to the point where I don't feel so bad so I don't really want to get into it at the moment.
I think I'm in love.
I kid you not. I think, it was love at first sight =[ Yeah. I'm not even kidding. And I know it sounds pretty gay.
But it's not like I don't know the kid. I mean, now I do. And he was sleeping over my cousin's house the same night I was.. and like, all this stuff happened & it was amazing. And it was probably the best night of my life. And it's weird. And crazy. And I don't know..
And I think he likes me. I mean, he was definitely acting like he did. But I guess he likes 3 other girls too. And he said he was gonna ask one of them out yesterday. And I'm so scared that he did. And so scared that she said yes. And I don't even know what to think.. and he lives so far away. He lives in New Jersey. And there's nothing I can do to stop him from asking that girl out.. and from going out with her.. And I really hope he doesn't =/
I don't even know what I think anymore.
I'm going to see him again on April 3rd though. So we'll see what happens then. That's only about.. like, a week & a half from now. And so yeah.. a week & a half till I find out if he has a girlfriend??
Worst week & a half of my life??