Destiny is calling me

by xburiedalie3 on May 22nd 2005, 12:00AM

Listening to: nothing haha cause Im about to bust out a horror flick!!:p

Feeling: zoned

This empty space that you create does.. ..nothing for my flawless sense of style AHHHHH! I SAW REVENGE OF THE SITH LAST NIGHT!!! LOOOOOOOOVE!!:) it was flippin awesome & definitely deserved all the good reviews it got haha:) I was so happy, it was amazing. yoda kicked some sith ASS!:) haha that was a pretty flippin awesome part. ahh, I thought I was gonna die. anakin was so gorgeous. & I was sittin next to this pretty cute kid who was havin a fight with his girlfriend ((haha I eavesdrop;))) and and and.. ahh:) I loved it & everybody should go out & see it right this minute. I absolutely cant wait till it comes to the montrose theater so I can watch it again! & then till it comes out on dvd so I can watch it again & again & again!:D & did I mention anakin was gorgeous??!!:) ahhh I was so happy:) PLUS I got a new dvd, I dont remember what its called but its like.. a skateboarding thing with bands & stuff, I havent checked it out yet so Im not totally sure what it is yet. but it came with a free cd! haha:) and, and, and.. I went to hot topic & got new shoe laces for my shoes that are black and they say love sucks in red & white & they have a heart inside a circle with a line through it haha they're awesome, & so emo;):) and and and.. I got this cool sparkly red nail polish, also from hot topic &, &, &.. oh yeah I got the june 05 AP issue:) thats pretty cool I didnt get too far into it yet though.. and, and.. I dont even remember!:) it was a good day though:) & then today my aunt sue came down & I was so happy to see her again:) I love her & we hardly ever get to see her cause she lives like 3, almost 4 hrs away.. she always buys me stuff when she visits.. but I always tell her not to buy me anything cause I hate when she does that.. not that I dont appreciate it or anything but its just nice to see her, I dont need any gifts or anything..:) but she got me gum haha & stickers:p & I dont even remember what else. & ma got me a rush cd, 2112.. Im excited to get around to listening to it..:) I heart rush. nathan got me into em haha.. & Im probably gonna go down to aunt loris tomorrow to visit with her & aunt sue after school..:) I hate school. maybe I can convince ma to get me out early or something..:p miss the last few periods. mm, but I think I have band tomorrow 9th period so maybe not. maybe she could just take me outta 10th haha:) we'll see, I'll hafta ask:) ..I totally lost track of the day.. & just realized its nathans birthday.. I cant believe I forgot -.I feel like such a bad friend.- I'd call him but I dunno if hes home. & I dont wanna call him if hes not home.. his mom scares me..:/ XeditX I have just come to the depressing conclusion.. that not only do I have absolutely no goal in life. but Im also a really bad friend.. therefore meaning.. Im pretty much just a useless waste of space & oxygen..:/ Say Something, Beautiful. ((cause punk is more than just a hair color< >and skating is more than just a sport))

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i was thinking about telling my youth pastor but he is moving to colorado to morrow

[Anonymous]

yes way up there too

haha actually i think its a fact..because we pretty much hate each other!..haha

yes we are and what time is it there

lol its ok half of the time i dont even know what the fuck i just said in my entries. cool diary btw.

[blackroses]

Hey thanks...your diary is hot! i like it!

awesome it is only one hear and its the same for me and insonia must suck

that sucks

sounds like it sucks alot

my friend ally has insomnia

this girl that i know that is trying to get with just came out and told me that she cuts her self cause i wont be with her and i dont know wha i should do

thats exactly what i told her

i also think she is trying to get attention and i like her as a friend i tell her that all the time cause we hang out like once a week or so

i havent seen them but my friend who like knows how to talk to people and stuff i told him that she told me this and he is her friend too and he said he seen them

yeah i dont think our opinions will ever match..haha

not really cause i cant really talk to people all that wellexcept for my friends and my youth pastor but iguess for her sake i should

i know you odnt know me ver y well but i know she has put me in a difficult position adn i want to thnank you for the advice

but i still than k i should thahnk yoy

alright that person is g0in to be you and if you need the sam e i am here

alright but if you need to talk to someone that you have never met just hit me up cause i am goin to go

yeah babe

Cool. Hows it goin?

dude, star wars IS the shit!
whenever yoda talked i would laugh my asss off
i < 3 yoda. he is sexy. i < 3 little green men with big ears who talk backwards. hahaha.

omfg i cried at the end when anakin practically kills padmai. i was like NO YOU STUPID FUCKIN IDIOT!

hahahaha. i am a nerd.

[adore]

thanks for the comment :)
it made me feel special.

-Taylor

[operationfilth]

i hate starwars

[regret1001]

hahahaha thats so rad! i wish i knew someone who could do the yoda voice. i always speak backwards like he does, but thats about as far as i can go

hmm...

...however you could dye a rose back...

...i bought a fluro green rose once, now thats not natural

[blackxrose]

yeah i am so excited i am goin june 22nd to kansas city

thats right it is the only way to put it most people dont understand y we do the things we do its to show the world there is somthings that wont change and thats the love for skating and the life we live lol the sorry bastards that hate it only do so because they dont understand it so fuck them

[god1986]

yes i have heard the new cd, it is very good. but i really like the first one more, i think.

thank you for the comment.. the first one, i mean. <3

yeah ive definately gone thru it w/ boys. its kinda almost harder to go thru it w/ a girl...in a sense. who knows. fuck it. thats what i say. im not even trying to worry about it. and you're right, as soon as you think about it when it gets too hard to handle.

yeah i came out only about..2 or 3 months ago. i was scared about that @ 1st and we were gonna keep it on the down low just b/c we didnt think ppl needed 2 kno but 1 of our friends stabbed us in the back [look on previous entry on my diary] but when u find a girl you really like, you'll find that it really wont matter if ppl find out that ur dating b/c u like them so much, that u couldnt imagine not gettin a chance w/ them. <3

but uhh..im gonna try and go study. i have finals tommorow...yay. so if i dont answer till later, im not ignoring you. x3

my thoughts exactly, except for i still think the older is better.

only because it's less.. mainstreamish.
k fob isn't mainstream period.

but still. you get what i mean.

aww.

love the diary.
--Steph

[lashes]

haha yes you're one of the random people.

i feel that you are cool.
if you do not mind, i am going to add you to my friends.
x3

aww *hugs* you arent a bad friend, and youre DEFINETELY not a waste of space and air.

i hope gerards still sexy, otherwise, i might just have to cry :'(

thats weird that you were crying in your sleep. ive done that before, its always strange to wake up like that and not know why.

lol, ok, ill IM you sometime, youre away right now tho :( my sn is HIMHeavenTonite, just so you know its me.

the empire strikes back, always a good choice ;)

you seem awesome cause you went and seen star wars and star wars is awesome and matchbook romance is awesome and my chemical romance is awesome and skatboarding is awesoem but more important star wars is aweseome

so did kyou think star wars was good

i havent seen it yet cause all the times my rides have belled out and i will be seeing it tuesday for sure and Han frees chewey from slavory on the planet of kashik

"intresting" well yes oh well punk is a way of life and skating is the freedom to exploit to the public somthing that can be done only by the ones to grasp this sport of freedom

heck yeah that is a way to end the summer

and i also cant wait for matchbook's new cd

i sure hope their new stuff is good though

you are totally right and i hope they never go mainstream that would piss me off so much

yeah it would almost piss me off as much as that girl commenting me

i am also adding you cause i hear what you are saying

no im not gay its just that my best friend of nine years has decided to ditch me for a girl that he hasnt even known a year that controls his life

oh yes it sucks and i am not gay either i just want you to know that

dont listen to Jeff, because he doesnt know what he's talking about..and he doesnt know how to mind his own business, because our relationship doesnt concern him..and i dont even know why he is talking because he's bestfriend of 9 years even told me he did that when he was dating this girl Lauren..can you say hypocrite?

haha yeah, but seriously when you're with your boyfriend all the time the guys friends get jealous and start exagerating..i think thats what jeff is doing?..lol

oh there not i am just really homophobic

yeah i do very much