hey I'm home alone, cool. =)
haha now I don't really know what to say.
oh yeah, I guess I have a boyfriend now. He's a weirdo. I might break up with him haha we've been dating for 6 days. My longest relationship EVER. But every time I decide okay I'm gonna break up with him, he says something really nice to me and then I'd feel bad for breaking up with him..
And I guess Matt and I are okay. You never knew Matt and I weren't okay though =p
so I guess I'll tell you the story:
alright. on Saturday, the night of the elk's show. the night before i started dating joe [what a rhyme, btw] anywho. that night, matt, joe and jimmy all slept over. and i kissed him [matt]. and he pretended like he was asleep. given, it was like 4 in the morning, but he had been talking to me like 2 seconds before that.
now, the reason he pretended to be asleep was because my cousin, dawn, was like nobody touches my little cousin tonight or else. and she gave them all the speech about 2430o5iwer439 times. and matt didn't wanna betray dawn's trust. that's a good reason to do what he did, don't get me wrong, but it still pissed me off that he did it.
then last night, I get a message on myspace from Matt saying I'm sorry blah blah blah I hope we're still cool blah.. and I was like way to wait a week? I told him it was okay though, even though I was still pissed.. cause we've been friends for a long time and he really did have a good reason. But I also asked him if it wasn't for Dawn, would he have done the same thing. and he said he honestly didn't know. so that kinda pissed me off too.. I dunno. I've liked Matt for a long time. But I have a boyfriend now I guess, whatever..
oh and on the subject of being okay with Matt.. I guess Nathan and I are okay now too. I dunno, it's been a confusing past few weeks..
On a lighter note..
Thursday was the band/chorus concerttt! I thought it was going to suck, but we all sounded really good! I was happy =)
Oh and on Wednesday, we went to the envirothon for ecology! haha it was fun!
we lost miserably..
but we sure know how to play a mean game of duck, duck, goose! =)
mm, and I might be goin to New Jersey on Thursday night instead of Saturday morning. Cause I don't have school Friday, but my mom has to work so she can't take me Friday. And I have to be there too early on Saturday to be able to go after my mom gets home and still make it on time. So mom said she'd try to get me there Thursday night instead, which is cool. =) I really really can't wait till Saturday..
kbye! :)
^ probably the ugliest girls ever. =) hahaha i♥them.
lmao WOW. so i thought the one on the right was seriously a girl. and the one on the left i was like "wtf?" then i read what you typed underneath. lmaoo! your speech was good! i laughed, on the inside. IM TOO COOL TO SHOW EMOTION IN SCHOOL! w3rd up, nukka! ♥
^ probably the ugliest girls ever. =) hahaha i♥them.