We only do it for the scars and stories.. ..not the fame 20XwarpedXtourX05 today was better than yesterday. which was better than the day before. which means maybe tomorrow will be even better..:) I think nathan and I worked everything out. we're still not too incredibly fond of each other but everything seems to be good. Im not sure if its a good thing or a bad thing. but for once HE was the one that said we need to talk instead of me.. anywho no hate note today haha oh well. in science we watched a movie about global warming. some of the things were a little off cause it was an old movie and we made a lot of improvements.. I dont know when global warming is gonna happen. but I hope Im dead by the time it does:) in french we did a lotta crap with the projectors or whatever. it was boring. then we started our review sheet for the last test before finals.. schools really almost over!!!:) *15 days:) then oh jeez in civics I had to present my project and I absolutely sucked, I had NO clue what I was doing or saying or anything haha I think I failed, I didnt ask mr hein for my grade cause I really didnt wanna know:p hmm health we cleaned out our folders & got a test or whatever for our portfolios.. I dont remember what I picked out haha it was a good time though actually, we got to pretty much fool around all period.. we had a math test:( it was so stupid I dont even know how I did and Im not sure that I wanna know.. it was so boring and annoying and I wanted to shoot it haha BUT the bonus questions were all star wars so I got em right:) the first one was "whats luke skywalker's weapon of choice" Im like "..duh" haha then I asked if he needed the color:p which he didnt so whatever. then the next one was "what kind of creature is chewbakka" Im like "chewyyyy:)" and then from the original trilogy, what were the droids, I forgot C3PO:/ but I got it anyway cause I asked luke and he was like "..CPM?" Im like "..haha no" and then the last one was what manmade planet is darth vader from. I was a little iffish on that one cause death star isnt really a planet but whatever, Im pretty sure its right:) I love star wars, I havent watched any of those movies in so long haha I cant wait to see revenge of the sith!!!:) then after math we went outside cause steves civics project had something to do with rockets and he was setting some off. the first one was pretty loud it flew up really far too haha it was awesome:) then the second one went up and then glided around in a circle for a little while before it came down and the last one went really really really high up to the point that it was just a little black dot. it was glorious:) it was really loud and when the parachute came out it fell off haha so it landed almost in the woods and came down pretty fast haha:) it was really very cool, I enjoyed it:) haha Im a bit of a nerd if you havent noticed:p but Im an emo nerd! which is the best kind< 3 mmmm, THEN we had field day!:) I wasnt excited about it at all but I had a fucking awesome time:) everybody was spraying everybody else with water haha:) I got absolutely SOAKED. my goal for the day was not to have a single dry spot on me and uhh, I reached my goal haha:) nobody really signed up for anything so we all just hung out and stuff. there were a whole lot of people who signed up though, just none of my friends.. so we all just kinda ran around pouring water on each other and attacking people with cake:) yeahh I got cake ALL over my face haha, I was pissed:) but it was all in good fun:) I loved field day this year. much better than any other year. and we like didnt even do anything:) but now I have a headache:( which sucks hahahahahaha! I hugged alicia. she was completely dry. uhh, not anymore:) I tried to hug nathan but he pretty much threw me outta the way and ran:p I was like bastard. but he got the front of his shirt all wet anyway:p it was some good times. and ariel came over to me halfway through field day and was like "HOW DID YOU GET SO WET" and then she begged me to soak her too haha so I did, I couldnt pass THAT oppurtunity up! oh and did I mention, the water was FREEZING cold:) and it was windy out. and I about died on the bus when everybody had the windows open haha, I took my shoes off cause they were all sloshy and stuff and got off the bus with just my socks on:) oh and ariel absolutely attacked kristen. I missed most of it but all I know is kristen comes running over to ariel spraying her with water and goes "paybacks a bitch" and then ariel found a bottle and filled it up and got her back haha I laughed:) stupid kristen, I think she thinks ariel actually likes her:p mmmm, twas a good day:) haha coop got wet too, glenn got him:) and I had to literally PEEL my pants off when I got home:p and then I get home and find out that mas not coming home tonight cause shes staying over at my aunts house:) so we all know what that means hahaha I have the house all to myself for the night!!;):) and if you all read my mile long entry, Im very proud of you! and I may just be in love with you!:) the comments on the last entry were beautiful, keep it up everybody:) love! XeditX May 20 Im too lazy to make a new entry.. whatever.. all I gotta say is. I wouldnt be crying about this shit if I was fucking lying.. so fuck you.. everybody hated chris today. and if I wasnt so fuckin pissed at chris and depressed and upset and crying.. I might've found it funny..:/ I signed up for color guard though. we had the meeting thing 9th period today. it was interesting. coop was tellin us about how they have new uniforms and about band front and stuff.. I also got outta most of chorus for it which was definitely a plus.. and it cheered me up a bit, bein around my friends and coop and not in the same room as chris for the first time since 4th period.. plus, mr cooper is my favorite teacher & I always feel at least a little better whenever Im in his class.. it wasnt really coop's class, cause hes the band teacher.. & it was just the color guard meeting but it was still nice to be around him even if I wasnt playing or anything.. & angela definitely knows how to make me laugh, I heart her it was still a stupid fucked up miserable day though..:/ jazz for some reason had lilacs & she gave me a little piece of lilac at lunch and I carried it around for the rest of the day ((even though it was dying)) ..it made me feel better.. which is kinda dumb but whateve.. alicia and meranda and steff were all really sweet to me. meranda was hugging me and kissing my forehead and stuff in math and alicia was hugging me & telling me to cheer up. steff was talking to me at lunch and just being really sweet. brandi hugged me and told me to cheer up.. kayla walked with me after english and asked me what was going on and if I was okay and stuff.. that made me slightly happy for about .2 seconds.. carley for some reason was licking me all day. it was weird.. but it made me laugh & sabrina was bein real nice to me too, like always, I love her..:/:) she came over to me before I went to my bus to make sure I was gonna be okay & stuff & angela told me if I need somebody to talk to this weekend I can call her.. I dont think I will, I dont like phones, but its nice to know shes there for me..:) I love my friends..