Buck up soldier.

by xburiedalie3 on May 11th 2005, 12:00AM

Listening to: senses fail - let it enfold you

Feeling: zonked

mwahaha talk about hot guys in montrose today. there were like 5 and they were all just running around the place like they owned it or something:D and 4 outta the 5 had jobs!:) haha workin boys;) I loved them:) especially the one of them. dad asked him for help finding something. and he was obviously new because he didnt have a name on his tag haha I was like jeez I need to know names here!:p but anywho dad asked him to help him find something but he didnt know where it is haha:) and his voice. ah not only was he fuckin gorgeous but his voice melted me inside, I swear< 3:) AND I found out that the other danny boy got a job ((not the one I sacked yesterday haha:p)) but anywho. danny boy got a job at some stone quarry in forest lake and he got a job for dereko which means hes prolly coming back home next weeekkkk!!:D scorreee:):) Im so happy I could.. dodododo:D hahahaha:):) yaay:) I think Im gonna die, I swear:) Im so happy:) comment me< 3:)

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im glad youre so happy :) but dont die! lol.

dude, you seriously dont know what youre missing! HIM rocks. seriously, they have the best love songs ever. if you download music, you have to get some HIM songs. id reccomment beautiful and the funeral of hearts. but really, all HIM songs are good, you have to hear them.

haha, i hope i get to see a pic of you sometime. i bet youre gorgeous ;)

i hate my pics tho, lol.

[Anonymous]

dude, thats awesome! im glad youre doing a gay pride day, and im glad youre doing ok with coming out. i have to applaud you, you have way more guts then i do. i havent been able to tell my parents yet... but thats moslty cuz i dont want them to start being all weird about me having my friends who are girls over.

im so proud of you!!! *hugs*

so whens the big day?

and sure, feel free to use any of the sayings i listed, thats what theyre there for ;)

yeah, coming out can be hard. but truthfully, if your friends really care about you, they will accept you for who you are. like i said before, my best friend used to be homophobic, and when i told her that i was bi and she realized that i wasnt gonna change who i was for her or anyone else, she started slowly becoming more tolorant of it. she even helped make my shirts and wore one that said 'i support gays cuz they rock!'

if your friends love you, they will accept you for it. and if they cant...then they arent a true friend.

but yeah, i can definetely understand it being hard for you to come out to the entire school. i was sooo nervous when i walked into school that morning. if i hadnt been with my friends, i probly wouldve took off running the other way, cuz i had no idea how other people and my teachers and the principles were gonna react.

but honestly, it wasnt as bad as i expected it to be. my biology teacher told me that he was proud of me for what i was doing, and he laughed at the 1/2 gay-ness, lol. and my spanish teacher is the head of the gay straight alliance, so of course she was fine with it. and other people didnt really say much except for 'i like your shirt, thats awesome what you guys are doing' the homophobes just kinda avoided all of us, lol.

but yeah, try not to be too nervous, ok? if you do get nervous about it, especially like, walking into the school, just pretend im walking in there with you wearing the same thing you are...you never know, it might help, lol ;)

im so proud of you for coming out. if you were here (or if i were there) id kiss you! lol.

i can totally understand the homophobic dad part tho. when my dad found out about me being involved in supporting the gay rights, he flipped(luckily he doesnt know what was on the shirt...lol). mostly tho, i think hes afraid im gonna get beat up for being involved.

yeah, we just took plain white shirts and painted them or wrote on them with sharpies. if you want, i can put up a pic of mine to give you an idea of it.

((last one, i swear, lol))

im glad youre excited ;) im excited too for you. its awesome that youre so into this.

i heart you!

yeah, it pretty much was pure enjoyment. and your background is making me all warm inside =)

nice diary
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