As the ruin falls

Feeling: unknown
Heaven's not a place you go when you die.. ..its the moment in life you actually feel alive
chris cobb is a stupid bastard whos only skills are drumming and lying and he only does both of them so he can get attention from people who otherwise think hes a stupid bastard. so yeah. today sucked. like every other day. :first period:we worked on our chapter 9 review sheet all period. I pretty much sat in the back the whole time minding my own business and not bothering anybody.. Im good at that. :second period:we started our finals review and we had a lotta fun working on it haha we didnt know like any of the words but we had a shit load of fun guessing.. and I still had my bandaid on my wrist at that point in the day and we decided to draw stitches on it haha.. :third period:we picked what we wanted to go into our portfolios. I picked the first project we did in that class.. it was done fairly good. I dont give a shit about portfolios. I dont pay attention to anything so I dont even know what they are, really.. at one point alicia asked me whats 80 out of 100.. haha Im like "..uh, 80.." it was funny. I guess she thought it was like 80 out of 200 or something cause thats what our other two projects were worth.. :fourth period:we played paddle ball or whatever.. it was fun. I got like 174 hits on the wall before I finally had to stop cause mrs anderson called everybody over.. I coulda kept goin though. then we played paddle ball in teams haha, its like a variation of tennis.. and at one point the ball was too close to the ground and I went to get it and I fell and did this roll thing on the ground haha it was hilarious, it woulda been awesome if I had've actually hit the ball though.. :fifth period:we had a sub.. and bart gave him algebra work for us to do on accident, instead of prealgebra.. so we just hung around talking and fooling around the whole time. josh and justin were sayin all these disgusting sex quotes haha, it was hilarious. especially when alicia didnt understand them and I had to explain.. haha :sixth period:me brandi stephanie and carley all managed to get that stupid gwen stefani song stuck in our heads.. every two seconds there was a completely random outbreak of "THIS SHIT IS BANANAS, B-A-N-A-N-A-S." ahh I wished someone woulda shot me in the head haha, I hate that song.. oh god, there were also completely random outbreaks every two seconds of "DAVID WAS SMALL BUT OH MY." ((haha definitely one of those inside jokes, ya hadta be there moments:p)) :seventh period:was preal again.. I hate the double period.. by that point I managed to wear myself out so I just kinda sat there the whole time once again keeping quiet and staying out of everybodys business.. while everyone else were throwing around jaywads and paper airplanes and getting yelled at every like .5 seconds.. :eighth period:we're watchin this modern version romeo and juliet thing.. ahh its so fuckin hilarious. they're all wearin like normal clothes and its set in like 1997 or something but they're all talking like shakespeares time.. and instead of swords they have silver guns that say "Sword 9mm" on the side haha and they all have like cigarettes and at one point romeo took a pill.. some kind of upper I think.. haha I hate to say it but its pretty cool.. tomorrow we're gonna start off with the part where mercutio dies.. :ninth period:I love band. but I hate the songs we're playing. cause its the end of the year so we're not playin concert songs anymore.. we're just doing like the stupid ones like pomp and circumstance. god I hate that song. we've played it about 156486546876 times every year since the 7th grade and we're not gonna stop playing it.. well I sure as hell will as soon as I get outta 12th grade. haha seriously, that song is the sole reason I dont fail..;) so I dont hafta go through an extra year of playing it haha.. but anywho after we finished the songs we still had like 15 minutes left of class, like usual, so we hung out and talked and stuff.. and some of us went into the back and someone brought in a tape of asphixiation playing at the last wyalusing show.. I love those kids haha..:p I wish I coulda gone to the show..:/ plus I woulda been able to see my lovar in eternal innocence again. haha I hate his band. but the kids effing gorgeous.:) :tenth period:I didnt wanna hang out in the room cause I hate most of the people in that class so I asked the sub if I could go to the business room to work on my billboard project.. I was really gonna work on it but they didnt have any computers left cause people were using them all so I just hung out with randy and watched him making his disaster project about bush getting elected into office haha..:p at one point we were talkin to jordan and I dont even remember anything he said but I do remember he had me laughin my ass off. then for the last like 2 minutes of class we went over to talk to yennie haha:) that girl kicks ass!:) mwahaha. I love her.:p annd yeah we talked to her and randy was being a jackass like always! haha but I guess thats part of his charm. he used to be like my BEST friend.. but after a while we kinda drifted apart and we're just recently talking a lot again.. I dont have any classes with him though except lunch so I dont really get to see him that often.. and now Im here.. I still havent seen derek since he came back and that kind of upsets me..:/ he was apparently at alicias last night but alicia got home too late so she didnt even see him.. I would tell her to tell him to just stop by sometime next time she sees him but he doesnt know where I live. alicia does but I dont think I really wanna trust her with giving anybody directions to get anywhere.. aw well.. that was my day haha, makes for one really long entry!:) I hope to hell it saves. Say Something, Beautiful. love!
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sucks to be you :-(

*Leah*
[Anonymous]
you have ten class periods? wow thats odd. i used to have 4 before school got out. :)

gotta love summer break 8-)
[Anonymous]
lol i've seen the Romeo and Juliet you're talking about... i thought it was pretty awesome lol.

fall out boy is great lol
i remember when i was little i thought that the nurse was saying "hullietta" and i figured it meant juliet in spanish so..yeah...and i also would get scared when mercutio would lip synch to that young hearts song at the party...

so yeah, i need to find that movie on dvd.....
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