science finals.. really fucked up, because xtine ended up cussing me out in sign language through a pane of glass. so, last night while anna [xbloodxfeederx] was piss drunk, i was studying like a little geeky dorkis. i kind of hate this username now, because i haven't cut in possibly a month. and i kind of hate anything that reminds me of that period now. the scars are absoltely ugly. chris the naive reindeer told me that he is going to put me in a rehab clinic in his basement. So basically, this freak of nature is making me live in a plastic bubble for all of summer so that i don't drink anymore. oy, fucking vey. How does anyone expect me to participate in a school sponsored social event (the formal) without being at least slightly buzzed? Last Cigarette:: last time i smoked anything at all was in the summer. amazing. Last Alcoholic Drink:: last night, 3 shotglasses of 53% liquor Last Car Ride:: yesterday, to the nearest kroger Last Kiss:: 2 weeks ago Last Good Cry:: .. i really can't remember Last Library Book checked out:: uh.. angus, thongs, and full frontal snogging Last Movie Seen in Theatres:: mean girls. it was SO FUCKING DUMB Last Book Read:: sloppy firsts Last Movie Rented:: texas chainsaw massacre Last Cuss Word Uttered:: fuckhead Last Beverage Drank:: plastic bottle of coke.. no, actually iced tea Last Food Consumed:: pizza for dinner Last Crush:: fuck you, bitch Last Phone Call:: dont' remember Last TV Show Watched:: i dont' really watch tv Last Time Showered:: last night Last Shoes Worn:: rocketdogs Last CD Played:: a bright eyes/brand new/the ramones mix Last Item Bought:: last item shoplifted? Last Download:: uh.. system of a down, i think. forget. Last Annoyance:: every fucking carbon based life form that ever descended from an ape Last Disappointment:: dont' know. i've built an immune to it Last Soda Drank:: coke (diet. disgusting) Last Thing Written:: on paper? "cyclone master cuttery" Last Key Used:: uh.. enter. house key. waht am i supposed to say? Last Word Spoken:: i realy can't remember Last Sleep:: last night, if you call that sleep. Last IM:: anna Last Sexual Fantasy:: yeah. today. heh. Last Weird Encounter:: a guy in my french class bent down and kissed my shoe. Last Ice Cream Eaten:: a buck 2 cent chik-fil-a ice cream cone Last Time Amused:: today, when chris told me he was making a rehab camp for me Last Time Wanting To Die:: i try not to, because since jessica i have beared a major grudge against suicides. Last Time In Love:: i've never been in love. stalker obsession, yes. Last Time Hugged:: nate, yesterday Last Time Scolded:: you mean last time screamed into obliteration? Last Time Resentful:: i'm always resentful. Last Chair Sat In:: well, i'm definetely not on my knees right now fucker Last Lipstick Used:: i dont use lipstick Last Underwear Worn:: i'm wearing a pair right now. i hope that eases your fears of me speaking to you in the nude. Last Bra Worn:: lets see. holy shit it's green. thats fucking awesome. Last Shirt Worn:: its a coke shirt.. and i got coke on it. Last Webpage Visited:: uh.. my diary. which craps out on me.. alot ----------------------------------------- 1.. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 20, and find line 3. well, ok. here goes. "assumption known as the segment addition postulate" 2.. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? my printer. and you're the dumbest of them all. 3.. What is the last thing you watched on TV? something about another serial killer lose in atlanta. duckie. maybe i should befriend him 4.. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is? 7:30 5.. Now, look at the clock, what is the actual time? 8:04. damn 6.. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? my dad talking and the TV in the background 7.. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? this morning to get to school 8.. Before you came to this website, what did you look at? pictures of knives on google. 9.. What are you wearing? jeans that i haven't washed in a while so they're sticky, a shirt, underwear. 10.. Did you dream last night? i dont remember, but it was really complicated because i could feel myself talking in my sleep, and i woke up really tired the way i do when i dream too much. 11.. When did you last laugh? when i had another argument with nate about our first born son. 12.. What is on the walls of your room? nothing. they are as white and barren as an insane asylum. consequently, they drive me insane. i never bother to decorate because i always have to pack and move again anyway. 13.. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? i'd pay for the house we're moving into (my 13th move) so my parents dont have to pay off debts. 14.. Tell me something about you that I don't know? i could write a fuckign documentary on teh things you dont know sweetheart. 15.. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? i wouldn't name her. i was once voted most likely to eat my offspring by my peers. 16.. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? dead meat.