-EDIT- haha i just found this one of anna[xbloodxfeederx]'s old diary entries- "i also convenced her that a hobo lived in her toilet and would eat her if she tryed to take a piss in it. she very quickely stopped laughing and got as serous as a drunk person could get. she said she felt really sorry for it and would name it jonathon. jonathon the toilet hobo." HAHA THAT WAS ME. <3 oh such fond memories. i can't wait to get drunk again. I am so taping myself this time. -POST- Oh man, I am so DEAD. so much fucking shit going on now, between John and my new school and how much I fucking HATE it here, I can't keep up with any of my work and I'm so behind and I just want to curl up and live under a rock for a little while. *pulls out some of hair* i hate private school so bad. My parents were debating on weather to send me to boarding school in asheville or private school in atlanta. :( I kind of think I would rather go to boarding school now, because everyone here is so GODDAMNED FAKE. the 'hardcore' kids have never been in a fight, the 'badasses' have never done drugs, the 'ghetto' kids have never, well, lived in the ghetto. It's all a bunch of lies. They're all posers. Why the hell are there hardcore kids anyways. YOU GO TO PRIVATE SCHOOL YOU PUSSY. I can't wait until anna comes over next weekend. We've been saving up stuff for so long. I think we've got 4 types of liquor- vodka, gin, rum, and baileys. And then we have a couple cigars, and of course, don't ever forget the weed. <3. I really can't wait to smoke my brains out. You know what I really want to do? Acid. Oh wow, that would be so great. I have no idea where to get it though. I hear it's about $5-7 a trip...? is that right?