My voice sounds so fucked up. It's almost completely gone but it sounds really stupid right now. It's in that inbetween phase of voiceless and voice so i sound a bit squawky. I guess that's what I get for living off a steady diet of dr. pepper and marshmallows. I didn't talk to him at all today :( I don't think he wants to date or anything anymore. And I think it has something to do with the age thing. ME: so when were you born? HIM: july. what about you ME: april HIM: ok so you're 15 ME: nope im 14 HIM: *stares at me for a bit* are you serious? bosh. so he'll be 17 in a couple months, and i'll still be stuck in my teeny-bopper phase. what does that matter? Going to be in New york with my friend over st. patricks day :). she wants to bring some alchohol, but i'm scared we'll get caught on the airport somehow.