I want to go to my room, turn up the radio so loud that it drowns out all of my screaming. I'm just having one of those days, and not much reason for feeling this way either. I'm so jealous listening to my old friends talk about the friends they've made with upperclassmen. because I'm fucking struggling just trying to make friends in my own grade level. Oh well. Brian, from my new school, is one of my few friends, and I swear he is bipolar. He has some sort of personality disorder, I'm just not quite sure what it is, exactly. One second he'll be smiling and really nice, and the next, he'll punch me for no reason. And then once we were laughing about something, and everything was fine until he pulled one of these on me: BRIAN: *stops laughing abruptly* SHUT THE FUCK UP and I'm worried about my friend at my new school. Her boyfriend is seriously fucked up. And he takes it out on her sometimes :-/. He hasn't hit her or anything... but still, just the way he treats her. It makes me mad. She brought his watch to school today because she wanted to break up with him. But he wasn't there. He hasn't been showing up to school alot lately.