it's been so long. a lot of things have changed. josh and i broke up the day before school started. for good. it took me a long time to get over him, but now it feels so good to finally be free. That relationship was 100% unhealthy. I've completely caught up on my single life, and all of my wasted summer. I got my license in October and I've just been partying and drinking every weekend. I've been searching for this stray dog freedom since I was 13 and I've finally found it. It's incredible. Three weeks ago I started dating someone new. He's sweet, but there's not the burning obsession and deathly sweet dependancy there was with josh. That's a good thing. Stability is a new concept, but I'm doing my best to adjust.