i am shivering from head to toe, and it's july in Atlanta. and I'm not on drugs. I don't know what's wrong with me. I actually fell asleep fairly quickly last night, but had some awful dreams...my dad said he checked on me at 7 in the morning and i was tossing and turning like I hadn't fallen asleep yet. They weren't nightmares. It was one of those dreams where you get really irritated and mad and can't do anything about it. I kept dreaming about this girl that really pisses me off, and I just wanted to punch my walls in because I was so fucking mad. I woke myself up twice because I was sleeptalking and sort of growling in frustration. It's because last night, my friend [xbloodxfeederx] called me and told me that the girl found out what we were doing to her. My friend and I both think she's pathetic, and we pretended to be her friends and she spilled her heart out to us... it was a really mean and bitchy thing for me to do...but I had my reasons. She partially deserved it, and then partially no one should ever get that bullshit. But hey...if you set yourself up for embarassment...you will get embarassed. She was just too naive and ditzy for her own good, and I'm the sort of person to take advantage of that. What can I say. It was fun while it lasted.