AIEEEEEEEEEEE

by bloodmortica
AIEE i am fucking goign insane. I woke up at 7:15 becuase there was this little, high-pitched beeping noise and it drove me insane trying to find it, i thought it was the fire alarms. And then I trail it to my sisters room, who is FUCKING ASLEEP. Then I lied (layed?) in bed for a while, and the construction workers across the road fucking picked the perfect time to start hammering away. At this point, I am about to cry in frustration. I slept for not even three fucking hours last night. i wonder, if anyone in my god fucking family understands that I can't fall asleep again after I wake up. I am questioning my mental sanity right now. I have never felt so fit to mass murder.
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Wow. Your background is really gross, is that real?? And I think lying to that girl or whatever sounds kinda mean. Geez.
[Anonymous]
to which poem?
[Anonymous]
Well maybe, but it just seems kinda...cruel. Yano? But I guess that I dont really know what went on. But just from reading what you wrote, it sounds kinda sad.
[Anonymous]
So true.
[Anonymous]
yeah, they are annoying...
i have the same problem, i cant fall asleep after ive been woken up either, its annoying, you would think construction workers would be limited to afternoon hours or something.
yeah sleep is just pretty annoying all together, i just try to live without it as much as possible.
:-p
its also a waste of time most of the time, unless you have a really good dream.
ha ha, well i always wake up when i have nightmares, i used to have really really bad nightmares like really bad and then i guess cause i was so scared by them i started realizing they were dreams like in the middle of the dream, its really cool...either ill realize hey this is a dream and just wake up, or sometimes ill think hey this is only a movie and then ill turn it in to how i want it to go. its pretty convienent...
:-D
I wish I was lucky enough to question my sanity. I know that I'm clinically insane, I just have to get the doctors to believe me. So yeah, thanks for making me feel not so lonely by commmenting. It's greatly appreciated, so is sleep...but that hasn't come yet.
wow, thats crazy... for you to die in your dream...
usually its other people and usually when it comes time for you to die you wake up...ive almost died but i dont think i ever actually have.
well, at least its only a dream, i bet youre relieved when you wake up...
:-/
you seem like a very creative person .i like your diary :]

xoxo,
a l i*
[Anonymous]
I dont get it. What do you mean they tagged you all?
[Anonymous]
The most sensible course of action would be to purge the desire to mass murder by killing a homeless person that nobody would miss. Believe me, I speak wisdom
[Anonymous]