After much time and reading a friend's diary entry I realized that I was acting like an idiot. I should not be fighting with those that I love. But it is so difficult to follow this path when I watch as my friends are walked on and betrayed. But no matter from this moment on I will not be a part of this anymore. I will stand by and watch as everyone else makes idiots of themselves, and I will record it all. I have said what I believed in the past couple of weeks, and I still stand by that. I still stand by my vow of protecting Kisstar, and my wish to see those who broke Loyalty brought to justice. And David if you wish to see the truth as a challenge and give vague threats go ahead. I don't care anymore, and you always know where I am if you wish to carry out on those threats. I am tired, very very tired. With Crimson Tears.